Free at Last, Free at Last… oh, wait…

I had a dream as I was waking up the other morning, where I realized something that was so life-changing, the weight of dealing with my husband’s issues dropped off my shoulders.  In the dream, I said, “Why did I never see this before? This changes everything! I can just trust God and I don’t have to focus on this stuff or worry about it at all.”

And then I woke up.

And I have no idea what that life-changing thought was.  When I woke up all the weight came back to me and I could not for the life of me get that perspective, nor could I figure out what the thought had been.

In fact, I suspect that there wasn’t actually a thought.  It was more like a space-saver that my brain inserted, like a Minecraft block.  Amazing Life-Changing Thought Unit…. insert here.

So I shrugged and went on with life as usual.

But since then, every now and then, I can’t help but wonder if I’ll come across that thought one of these days and feel that wonderful weight-off-the-shoulders feeling again.

It could happen.

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